Thursday, May 15, 2008
I am dying soon. Due to lack of sleep. Haas ! Don't know th manger plan my schedule.mon & tues: 11am-7pm, wed & thur: 11pm-7am. Finally got off for 5days.
Maybe go around looking for job. Oh, many of my relatives are so materialism.
Sometimes, see-ing others family. I do envy them so much. Yes, i might be useless, stupid, ugly
and so whatever. You don't need say it infront of me and hurt me so much right ?
Although it had past for 6 or 7 yrs. I still can remeber vividly. I know you all had been showing a different attitude towards me. From th past till now you all are just trying to make me jealous or whatever. And had heard somethings again.

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